Nothing

I think one of the most under rated activities is doing nothing. And I have to say I'm not very good at it these days. I've been so busy that I find it hard to just sit around when I have down time. I think about how nice it would be to just sit, relax with a book, walk thru the park, or even just catch a good show on TV or a movie, but then when I finally have the time, I end up pacing around my apartment looking for things to do.

I have a strange sort of admiration for homeless people, not crazy homeless people, but people who seem to not have any problem except for not having a home. I know it sounds weird, but I see a few people around downtown San Diego who are appear totally normal, can have normal conversations, are mostly clean, don't smell, but have a big sack on their back. Who knows really, but it seems with these people they may have just "voluntarily" become homeless.

Anyway, I see people, some homeless, some just without agenda, in places like parks, on the bus, walking around, and their just seems to be some peace about them. I want to be able to clear my mind more, and just enjoy walks, books, people watching, and this of that sort ... without feeling like there is something more I should be doing.